HOooray  

Friday, May 25, 2007

Wohoo... its SEMESTER break !! 2 weeks of holidays finally !! Im so not goin to go into the gory details of exams but on the whole , i think that exams are the roots of evil !!! Oh well !! Just got back from kashz bday party... Have i told yall that i CANNOT DANCE for nuts ?? its official , DIVIYIA CANNOT DANCE... its a fact .. im gonna have da worst clubbin life if i dunt pick it up !! ah well, im gonna go get my boogie shoes out and get da party started ... Wanna join me ? We all went picture crazy today.. I think i posed a lil 2 much tday.... My eyes are still blurry from all the flashes... I pray and hope that no1 is goona put any of the pictures on friendster cuz I wuz so full of myself i dont even remember all the stupid poses i pulled off! Newsletters are finally out tday.... U can buy urs at only RM 10 !! Which is considered cheap cuz its 24 pages fully coloured ! This holz is gonna b a hectic one... theres futsal,movies,tuitions,dinners and etc....... But the most important thin, im gonna make sure i get as much sleep as i can to make up for the past 3 weeks.. Im pretty bummed that I am not goin to ROMPIN Supercamp... I know its gonna b a blast.. Oh well, i think ill just let nat rami ling and da rest of da bod to annoy me wif da details !! GOsh i missed so many heroes and prison break episodes cuz of examz... Gotta download and start watchin !! Oh yeah, I CANT believe MANCHESTER UNITED lost to chelsea !! I mean the ref wuz blind.. dang , i have a gud reason for not doing well in chem , i wuz depressed tht man utd lost so i cudnt concentrate... Gud excuse ryt ? Anywayz my hands are achin from all the exam writings and posingz so i think ill just stop here before i break my fingers :) !! Ill update yall soon k !! Luv Yall















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Cruel Intentions  

Tuesday, May 01, 2007

Wow... Its been so long since I last blogged..So much have happened in my life in the past few months that have changed my perspective on life and people.You may be wondering why I havent blogged for a long long time. To tell you the truth,everytime I wanted to blog,something will come up like newsletters,video presentation,hw,tuition,skool,peer problems, etc etc... Time goes by and everything I want to say gets bottled up and forms this huge ball of emotion that sends out really powerful anger waves towards the people I care and love. Since there no1 I trust, I turn to blog. I made up my mind that instead of trusting one person and telling them to keep a secret, I rather blog it out so that everyone or no1 can read em. I know the fact that probably theres no1 reading my blog.. but I dont care.. As far as I know , I told some1 how I feel even if I dont know that person.Skools been really hectic and stressful... I wouldnt expect anything less thou since its SPM year and half da years alreadi over...ICC concerts over 2 ...Guess what ? I performed !!! I know I know, its not an earth shattering news or anything but for a gurl who use to have massive stage phobia, I think I did pretty well. I 'joined' Fels choir... It was an interesting process.... Everyone kept saying different stuff , they kept changing the steps and a lot of problems were thrown towards us ... But im glad to say we pulled it off without any casualties.. We didnt win thou.... but I kinda expected that from the way things were goin... I dont care.. As far as I know , I , Diviyia Kanagalingam , actually performed on stage in front of a large audience and didnt screw up... Im really proud of myself..Before ICC was our IU day themed Animalia.Gosh I still remember wanting to shut down durin that time... I had a hard time coping with my homework and tuitions and programme buks and video presentation.. I was basically a brain dead zombie being transported from skool to tuition to home ... and I only could get a maximum of 4 hours of sleep during that time .. One day before the concert , I really broke down... the projector was not projecting the video presentation at all and it was about 2 am ... I was crying like hell until my dads friend actually came over at 2 and helped me with da settings.. I only slept at 4 that day and had to wake up at 6 the following day.. Believe or not , that morning when I had everything set up in skool , the video presentation wasnt playing again. I had a panic attack and was basically trying everything. It was then I realized that NO ONE cared when I was in trouble . NO one even bothered to help me out .. I remember telling some of my friends that the video thing was not working , and they just told me oh okay and walked away... I must really thank SURIA AND RAMITRA for really sticking with me then.. Suria went to the extend of getting her mum to bring her laptop to skool and ramitra was helping me by calling people and she didnt even leave me for a second when I was down... It was then that realized how the friend system works... the motto is I dont care about ur problems or pain because im not feeling it and im not experiencing it.. Its ur problem .. not mine... go figure it out urself... That was one of the time where I actually questioned peoples intention in life.Well, I guess theres so many things that I have learnt in this past few months... I promise to continue bloggin as frequent as I can... Adios for now :)

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